So this week has been another week from hell, whats going on at the moment with this, 2010 is rubbish so far then end. My car has broken down again for the 3rd time, its another problem which has been caused by the first problem it had. I swear my car hates me, i love her but she hates me, its like a love hate situation. Ive lost a stone of weight in a week, not like a stone from the beach "oh ma gawd, I've lost stone from beachy head", no, I've lost the weight, Ive had major nausea for 7 weeks, no I'm not pregnant, i will physically spoon the next person who asks that - and i don't mean ill cuddle them on a bed in an affectionate position, i mean ill make efforts to gauge out your eyes with a spoon, that's my form of spooning bitches :P so for the last 7 weeks I've hardly eaten and my stomach has started to cramp and cause me pain now so I'm feeling pretty rough. I got stuck for 2 hours the other day on the way to work, there was a collision between a car and a bus on the main road i use for work due to the ice being so bad, i cant help but think that i would have been caught up in it too had i not left for work slightly late, as i ended up being the third car to stop behind the crash. There were 5 police cars, 2 ambulances, a fire engine and the air ambulance was called in, when you see these things it makes you value life and I'm only grateful for walking away from the car accident i had in 2006. oh and i just got a message on a silly dating website from some idiot saying "hi you look scary but your really hot" how am i spose to take that?????
I went to a funeral this week too, only one person asked me how it went (thank you Jay, see you in 2 weeks hunny), i was really hurt that no one that i told remembered, luckily they don't read this. I didn't know what to make of the funeral, there were so many people and i never know how to approach the person grieving the most, although you grieve personally nothing you feel will be as intense as the people closest to the person that died, it was a hard day.
On the plus side I saw enter shikari on the 12th with rolo tomassi and the king blues as support (both were a pile of shite). Enter shikari were very good, though the guitars weren't loud enough and the synths were being faded up and down way too much. I saw them in 2008 and they were 10 times better, though i feel that had something to do with it being a smaller venue with better sound. The whole place was full of kids, i swear half of them should have been at home in bed. I met quite a few people, one kid commented on my hair (i had dreads in) saying "WTF is wrong with her hair" i didn't reply i just laughed at how young they were, possibly 14, and the fact that the way they looked was probably just a fad for them and they will no doubt grow up to be a shallow pathetic follower of traditional fashion. their comment was erased by being told i looked stunning a few times by various various's and by someone telling me my hair was awesome. I bumped into two friends and i met someone very briefly from a website i use.
I have a modelling and photography competition/shoot to do for Arkaik clothing, a really awesome emo/trendcore clothing website in the USA. I'm using this awesome tshirt http://arkaik.storenvy.com/products/6851-rawrkaik-purple and I'm not sure how its going to be styled yet but if anybody has any awesome ideas please let me know as i will add them all to the ending result if i like them of coarse......mark *hint hint* hehe! I'm thinking of doing some kinda geeky godzillaesq scene with a purple dinosaur and lego houses or something like that, i dunno i might change it all. ideas please!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah trendcore, this is the new thing?? its like emo with bright colours and its ultimately cooler and better than scene as its more geeky apparently. I have no real idea! what a load of balls!
